Sunday, September 16, 2012

Sometimes life is just bloody hard work!

You just want to curl up in a ball and sleep. You need the sun on your back and the wind in your hair but you're just to dam tired to get off the couch. You don't care if the dishes are done, the washing is out or the kids are fed. DEPRESSION. Yep. The bastard has hit again.

Off to the doc.......blood test......diagnosis......bugger all Vitamin D!!

So...maybe, just maybe, my creative juices might flow again!! Whaoooooo!

13 comments:

Sally said...

Oh Leonie. I so know where you are. Good on you for getting yourself off to the doctors and doing something about it.
Be kind to yourself.
All my love to you xoxox

Deb Robertson said...

Good on you for being pro-active!! Hopefully the sun will shine, the meds work and you will feel your normal self soon!!

**Anne** said...

Leonie, thank you for writing a post when I know that would be the last thing you feel like doing.
I know what it's like to be where you are and am glad to hear you are seeking help.
If you ever need an ear you can email me.
Take care of you.
Anne xx

Judy said...

Been there, still doing that. And Thank God for Vitamin D3! I'm still a bit loony but at least it is manageable when I take the D3 most days. Hang in there. Hugs!

Allison said...

Hang in there, chickie. Sending you lots of sunshiney hugs.

katiecrackernuts said...

Well done you for getting off the couch long enough to blog about it. There's a lot happening in our house and for the first time ever I am feeling more than overwhelmed. While not depression, I'd say I am the closest I have ever been to anxiety and let me just say, I don't like it. Not one little bit. It's so bloody debilitating. All power to you for being so matter of fact and proactive about what you need to do.

monique's mess said...

Must be epidemic. Exhausted overwhelmed really couldnt give a shit! There I said it. Hope you soon suffer from much cheer and merriment and get a good dose of gut busting laughter. Love lOVE YOUR DOPEY KANGA
STAY WELL AND TAKE CARE OF YOU AND YOURS.

Kate said...

I hear you =I fight the good fight every day - when those creative juices come back everything begins to make a bit of sense again... So much love to you, Love Kate xxooxx.

Kate said...

I hear you =I fight the good fight every day - when those creative juices come back everything begins to make a bit of sense again... So much love to you, Love Kate xxooxx.

Jenny from Ohjoh said...

It sucks the big one.
Hoping the clouds part and the sun shines through really soon and the endorphins start dancing.
And while they're finding the beat .... eat lots of your favourite cake.

Amy said...

There's only one way to go from there - up. Sending you big smooches. xx

Cath @ chunkychooky said...

Oh no!! I hope the vitamin D has kicked in and you are feeling better. much love xx

Beth said...

Been there myself, far too often. Vitamin D may help, as may an exercise regimen - unfortunately housework just doesn't count! Bless you my dear.